Hi Հայրիկ Jan, I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. How much I miss your hugs. Your big hands to match your giant heart. Your GIANT smile. Your infectious laugh. How much I’ve been thinking about you and horses every day. 🐎 They remind me so so much of you. I remember how every single weekend you would take me horseback riding… for years, against your will. But yet you did it so gladly and willingly for ME. You would ride horses with me, laugh with me, tell me jokes, teach me how to be a good person… remember when my horse Howie died and I told you I never want to go horseback riding again… you told me “never give up man” … you told me I can’t stop doing what I love out of fear and pain. You told me to never stop being wild and free like a wild horse. Never stop living life. I always want to remember those words when I’m feeling extra down. I just want you to be here. I miss my daddy. I miss your calls, your voicemails, your random acts of kindness, how you would drop everything and be there for your little girl, I miss watching you light up. Sometimes I just wish I could go back in time and freeze all those moments. I miss everything about you, the good and the bad. You weren’t perfect, none of us are. But you were perfect for me. You were my perfectly my daddy. You are my perfectly my daddy. I love you more than words could ever explain. Please continue to watch over us and give David a big hug and happy Father’s Day from all of us as well. I love you both infinity times infinity. Always and forever.
